Wednesday, December 23, 2020

Putting a Bow on 2020

2020 worst year ever
Without overlooking the terrible things that effected so
many people this year, was 2020 the worst. year. ever?

It goes without saying that 2020 was a tough year, an interesting year, a somber year.  A global pandemic not seen in over 100 years caused the deaths of hundreds of thousands in the United States alone, plus millions more infected with varying degrees of severity with long term effects unknown.  Cities and states shut down, sending the economy into a spiral where millions lost their jobs or had their hours cut significantly, making it difficult for people to pay their bills, buy groceries, etc.  Schools closed their doors to in-person learning and canceled extracurricular sports and activities, forcing students to learn from home over programs like Google Meet, Zoom, and Microsoft Teams.  But as difficult of a year that 2020 has been, there are many positives that have come out of this year that are changing things for the better.  

Before I continue, I do not want to discount those that have lost friends and loved ones due to COVID-19 and the financial struggles that have resulted from the pandemic. Thousands are testing positive for the disease on a daily basis still, with thousands more requiring hospitalization or dying from COVID-19 each day.  While a vaccine has been approved on an emergency basis, we still need to be vigilant to combat this pandemic.  We still need to wash hands frequently, wear a mask, keep our distance from others, and limit time in environments with large groups of people.  The world needs time to get the vaccine to people and even if you receive it, you can still carry the virus and pass it on to others.  And there are also people that may refuse to get the vaccine because of religious beliefs, concerns with side effects, or concerns that the vaccine was rushed and that research on any long term effects are unknown.  If we can all work together, we can beat this!  

Prior to March, many, if not most, educators had never heard of Zoom or Google Meet, let alone used it in their instruction.  Many educators also were still hesitant or resistant to other ways to engage students through technology, programs like Pear Deck, Nearpod, Quizizz, and more.  However, when schools shut down, it forced educators to reevaluate how they were teaching.  Suddenly, it became imperative to have a place to house curriculum for students, places like Google Classroom, Schoology, and Canvas.  It became imperative to create activities that went beyond worksheet packets.  It became imperative to get creative in communication with students and families.  It became imperative to impart more flexibility and empathy in teaching.  And while some schools have begun to return to a face-to-face model, the importance of these shifts has not faded.  Even when we return to "normal," all of these things are going to be essential to education.  Gone are the days of teacher-led instruction where students receive piles of papers and textbooks.  Educators must be able to collaborate with others to create ways to engage students in "the new normal" and realize that if we were able to make this shift in a matter of days to accommodate the situation, we can make permanent shifts that effect permanent change in how we deliver instruction and assess student learning.  

For the last couple of years, many blogs, books, and sessions as conferences have focused on the importance of social-emotional learning and whole-child instruction, emphasizing that students that know that they are cared for and have their needs met are students that will learn better.  The pandemic really brought the idea of social-emotional learning to the front burner.  Food insecurity, the need for many students to get jobs to help their families make ends meet, the stress and depression that many students face, and the effects of a lack of social interaction between students became more important than any curriculum standards.  And while these were all important prior to the pandemic, the pandemic shed more light on these issues.  

And it isn't just the importance of SEL for students that was highlighted, it was the importance of educators having their needs met as well. Most teachers have expressed that the pandemic has caused them more stress, depression, and exhaustion from working in a distance format.  Because very few had ever worked in such a situation, the self-doubt of teaching effectiveness crept into the minds of many.  I myself experienced all of these things over the last nine months.  As a result, more and more educators began to realize the importance of taking care of oneself.  Exercising more, unplugging from work-related items, spending more time with family, and embracing hobbies became more commonplace amongst educators.  When talking to colleagues and friends, most have scaled back many things in order to be more active and to step away from screens, eliminating things like podcasts, Twitter chats, blog writing, or other creative ventures.  And while I enjoy all of those things, I have done the same for the sake of unplugging more.  

Hiking at one of my favorite places, the
Calico Hills trail of Red Rock Canyon, 
just outside of Las Vegas. The beard, while
grey before the pandemic, has gotten a little
greyer as the year has progressed...
Over the course of 2020, I made a lot of changes in my life.  I left a school in Carson City, Nevada that I loved and returned to Las Vegas after a two-year absence, but the choice was not an easy one.  After many discussions with my family, it was decided that the benefits of returning to Southern Nevada outweighed the benefits of remaining in Northern Nevada (I miss Carson High School every day and the amazing educators that I was honored to work with during my two years there).  But making a move in the middle of a pandemic is certainly something I would not recommend.  I began to be more active and get outside more, but the heat of the Mojave Desert sapped my motivation for several months.  Once the scorching summer faded into fall, I was able to motivate myself to become more active again, and as of this writing, I have gotten outside for a walk, hike, or bike ride (sometimes several a day) every day for over a month!  My goal is to do the same for the rest of December, then continue into January.  On January 18, the Peloton bike that I purchased will arrive, so while I may not be getting outside to walk each day at that point, my goal will be to exercise every day in some way, shape, or form.  

It is easy to say that 2020 has been a terrible year.  I am fortunate to have my health, my family, a position teaching special education at a wonderful school with supportive leaders and colleagues, and friends that while I do not see in person are always available to chat via text, video, or on the old fashioned phone.  And while I do not want to discount the pain and the struggles that the circumstance of 2020 may have brought you, I do want to encourage you to reflect on the good that came out of this year and how 2020 has made you a better person, spouse, parent, educator, etc.  Here's to looking forward to 2021 with hope! I wish you the best as 2020 winds down and can't wait to see what the new year will bring.  

Until next time...

Monday, November 16, 2020

Song Lyrics for Educators

Music is a big part of my life. So many memories of my life can be tied to music.  When I hear anything from a "classic rock station", I think of my dad and times spent in the truck with him growing up.  Country from the 80s & 90s reminds me of my mother and the clock radio on the kitchen counter that she would turn on to 99.3 WATZ in Alpena, Michigan each morning around 6:00 AM.  Older country, like that of Johnny Cash, George Jones, Tammy Wynette, Dolly Parton, and Charlie Pride, reminds me of my grandpa.  Green Day's Dookie album was the first CD I ever bought, so it reminds me a lot of my time in junior high when I got my first CD player. Deftones' White Pony reminds me of cruising the streets of my hometown in high school with my friend, Nic Wiser, on Friday nights after getting out of work.  Anything by Less Than Jake reminds me of my friend, Ryan Baker, who used the handle LessThanBake for his AOL Instant Messenger.  And Sevendust's Next album reminds me of the months after my move to Nevada from Michigan as I played it on repeat for weeks during that time of my life.  I could probably write a book several hundred pages in length just on how music has helped influence me, influenced my memories, and helps me to cope with various emotions. 

It's not a surprise that when I listen to music, I often make connections to my role as an educator. Lyrics to songs most likely were not intended to relate directly to education, but the beauty of music, and art in general, is that lyrics are open to interpretation, and musicians will often give vague explanations of what they were trying to say with a song so listeners can make their own interpretations. And because I need a release from the standard educational content that I typically, I have selected five songs that I have interpreted to mean something that can relate to our roles as educators. And while my listening tastes tend to lead toward rock, punk, and metal, perhaps you can expand your playlists a bit!

Disclaimer: some of the songs that I selected do have some objectionable language, so please be advised... 

Slogan on a Shirt by 7Seconds
We've got our PMA
We gotta spread this s*** around
And make it more than just some slogan on a shirt
We've got our PMA
It's not a new philosophy
Still amazing that you treat people like dirt
I struggle on but I can see the brighter side
Even when things seem impossible or dull
And I embrace the flaws I carry deep inside
We're not perfect, none of us

A great attitude will go a long way.  A great attitude is also infectious.  We can talk about having a great attitude, but if we aren't living by those words, then it doesn't mean much, it's nothing more than a slogan on a shirt.  Even when things seem bleak, it is important to keep your head up, try to find the positives in the situation, and inspire ourselves and those around us to keep moving forward.  As educators, if we can find it in ourselves to be positive at all times, even when things are tough, it is going to impact our students, their families, our colleagues, and our communities for the better.  


Superman's Dead by Our Lady Peace
Do you worry that you're not liked?
How long 'til you break
You're happy 'cause you smile
But how much can you fake?
An ordinary boy, an ordinary name
But ordinary's just not good enough today

This song came out in 1997, long before the explosion of the Internet and social media.  Kids have always struggled with fitting in and wondering what others thought of them.  The Internet and social media have only made this struggle worse for some students.  So many kids (and adults) look at all of the great things that people post online and become envious of what others have.  A lot of kids also strive for likes on their posts and if it doesn't happen, many become depressed.  As educators, it is sometimes hard to tell how students are feeling and if things are bothering them, especially in the current world in which we are living.  That makes it even more important to be a person and make connections with students as people.  Mental health is important for all and by taking the time to open oneself up and demonstrating that you care, we can help those students are that are most vulnerable.  

 

Unknown Road by Pennywise
What passages, what fantasies lie just
Beyond the unknown road
Do you know, the miracles that could
Be found they're waiting down the
Unknown road, so it goes
A few more cornerstones that could be yours
Ever get the thought you were mistaken?
Ever think about the stones you've left
Unturned? More chances slip away with
Every passing day, suffering with cold
You're so afraid you might get burned.

When I was writing my book, To The Edge: Successes & Failures Through Risk-Taking, this song really inspired me.  The idea behind this song is that we can spend time wondering if what we have done was good enough and continue down that same path, or we can learn from the past, move forward, and try something new.  As educators, we cannot afford to become stagnant.  We need to continue to learn, to take risks, to learn from our mistakes, and to improve upon our craft.  We cannot be afraid of the consequences, we just need to accept them and learn from them, regardless of the outcome.  As long as we are willing to accept this, the possibilities are endless! 


This is Our House by In Flames
This is the fight
the fight for our lives?
Scream out loud
THIS IS OUR HOUSE
THIS IS OUR HOUSE
Have you heard the call?
It involves us one and all
From the rising sun
Until the day is done
Do you hear the call?
This is our time
We won't back down
From the rising sun
Until the day is done
Do you hear the call?

In Flames holds a special place in my heart. When my brother was still alive, we would play a game that involved texting lyrics to songs to one another with the goal of stumping each other.  The last song that I stymied him with in the days prior to his death was The Mirror's Truth by In Flames.  Circling back to this one, this one, while only released in 2019, brings me back to my football playing and coaching days.  I always had music to fire me up before games and if I was still playing and/or coaching, this one would most certainly be on the pregame playlist.  For our students that have missed out on sports over the last few months, I cannot even imagine having it taken away because sports meant so much to me throughout school, into college, and into the first few years of teaching when I coached football, baseball and volleyball.  I want this pandemic to end for lots of reasons, one of which is so students can get back to the fields, courts, and ice and use songs like this to fire up for a victory!


Let's Face It by The Mighty Mighty Bosstones
Well it's so hard to face
That in this day and age
Somebody's race can trigger somebody's rage
And somebody's preference
Can drive some total stranger
To make somebody somehow feel the wrath of their anger
Why were we put here?
What for? We're unsure
We sure weren't put here to hate
Be racist, be sexist
Be bigots, be sure;
We won't stand for your hate

When the Bosstones released their album, Let's Face It, in 1997, the title track was a commentary on society of the time.  Unfortunately, we are no further along now than we were over 20 years ago.  In fact, I would argue that we have taken a step back after four years of a leader that stoked divisions, embraced the words and actions of white nationalist groups, and used xenophobic language to describe people of different nationalities, colors, etc.  It is mind-boggling to me that we are still fighting this battle, but at the same time, so much of society has been whitewashed in the last 50 years that it shouldn't be too surprising.  As educators, it is imperative that we learn everything we can about our differences, learn how to be an ally, and to call out instances of injustice.  We have always had a lot of work to do, but it seems as if the last four years has enabled more to be more vocal about their hate and we need to fight to end it.  


I would love to learn about songs that YOU find to be inspiring and meaningful as an educator.  Please post yours on social media, in the comments of this blog, etc.  

Until next time... 

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